Is this all that I have become?
Dwindling in the darkness
I sit here watching you
You call her your sister
You say all these things
I feel nothing
But jealousy
You never call me
But you always call her
I called you once
And you purposely forgot to call back
You�re always on the phone with her
You never forget to call her back
I try to talk to you on MSN
But you ignore me
And instead
You talk to her
Forgetting me
Is this all that I have become to you?
Replaced by someone better?
I hurt
More than anything in the world
For I have lost someone dear to me
I sit back
And say things
I mean them
And I only mean to help
Yet it seems that I an do no right
And only once
In a blue moon
Do I do something right
Yet her
She does EVERYTHING right
Only
Once in a blue moon
Does she do something wrong
We never talk anymore
She�s better than I am
And always will be
I�ve stood by your side
Trying to comfort you
All the time
I know I walked away once
But I was trying not to hurt you anymore
I was praying that you would be okay
That maybe someday
We would come back to each other
I don�t have a problem with you have another sister
But�someone better than me?
I remember everything
The talks
The jokes
The midnight calls
We would comfort each other
I�ve remembered it all
Since the very beginning
But is this
All that I have become to you?
A speck
Nothing
Just a tool
That you call upon
To cuss someone out
When they are hurting you?
Is this all that I have become?
Replaced by something
Only that her anger flaws
Because her anger
And temper
Can not match mine?
Is that alone the only thing that separates us?
Is that alone the only thing that I have over her?
She is better than me in every way
What happened to the old times?
Is this all that I have become?
Replaced by someone
My friend
And sister
Someone I care for
So that all I can do
When jealousy
Pain
And tears
Make my heart writhe
All I can do
Is sit there and smile
Just to make you happy
That�s all I want
That�s all I�ve ever wanted
But I guess�
No more
Does that happiness come from me
No more can I please my brother
And make him happy
When he is down
No more
Am I the wings that make him soar
Through the open air
I have been replaced
And all I can do
Is watch
And pray
Someday
Maybe you�ll come back to me
Maybe someday
I can start doing something right
