Every things is changing:friends & family
Friends change,we argue and we fight
Changing is devastating,i don't like it.
Christmas was fun.
New year is here,new resolution and new faces
New things,new schools,new families and a totally completely new country.
I can't take it,its all going to fast and everything is changing
I feel totally incomplete(i don't know why),arguments and fights
Old memories and good times.
Loved ones and enemies are still remembered.
Lots of tears and lots of used tissues,yes, the bin is already full.
Shaina Twain love songs are still blasting from speakers
Where there is love,there is wishes
Yeah thats what i thought when i first fell in love.
I was given advice by some strangers:don't give in too early,be friends first don't plunge straight into a relationship,ya thats when your heart gets broken
Describe me in a car metaphor: i am a torqued hot pink gas guzzler with a V-8 engine and a four-wheel drive(I'm not old enough to drive yet!!!),i can make a mess of things,but lots of fun,i might not have brakes,yes,i go a million miles an hour and by the way i got mad acceleration.Yes thats me.
Then...i found someone,he just broke up from a relationship,we are just friends,(At least i have a good and new friend for Christmas)
I feel sad on his behalf,he still loves his last girlfriend.
I hate to to see him miserable.
We have a lot in common,we both love kids(don't worry,we are still kids ourselves)
I like him but I'm taking it slowly,i will be so happy for him if he and his ex-girlfriend get back together.
I have brought like lots of lost couples back together and i can't even bring myself together with someone i love
Yeah,there's still the fighting and argument in the house.Most of all its a new year coming.I need to move on.
But I am still miserable!!
