Still

I started posting poems on this site in December of 2004
Two years almost to the day
I still am complaining like before

Nothing has changed in my life
My sadness still is here
I change my mood now and then
but at night I still shed tears

I am still lonely
I am still looking for an out
I am still wondering
what love is all about

It is sad as the New Year approaches
To see I still have not moved on
I am still writing poems
That keeps me going on

My new years resolution
Is all about change in my life
I will be back next December
To report on the progress taking flight

Please grant me your wishes
Encourage me to move on
Tell me that you don't want to hear
The same heartbreak in my song

Tell me that it is over
That you will not read anymore
Until I find the courage to let go of slamming doors

Give me the strenth and the support
To cross a new horizon
Let me go to bed a night
With hope on my horizon

i will see you in December
I hope it is a brand new me
I will report my progress
and take back my sanity

2007 is going to be a keeper
I can feel it in my heart
I will report agian in December
With a new and hopeful heart.

Happy New Year!!