Leave me alone

I ask myself this madness
Does it truly have a cause?
Or am I just freeing anger
Unleashing what I have locked
For motive I lack

Or was it petty
Yet turned into hate
From their due reaction
Confused, not understanding
This state

I think I was ashamed
And despairing at not being
Understood
Just the odd sentence was all
Just him, him a fool

I am not jealous
Oh not I
Demand reason all you want
This one sin I deny

Leave me alone
Whilst I torment my dream
Leave

Yet how dare you say
What I was to do
You cannot judge my way
My thoughts
My dreams
Just leave

Leave me alone.