Cant Win

I dont know what to do,
How does she really feel,
Should i just walk away,
Pretend life isnt real?

Over and over it happens,
Thoughts overpower me,
Reocurring nightmares,
Of me and her never to be.

I wish i could end my life,
Leaving everything behind,
Making everyone happy,
In this world that isnt kind.

Ive been thinking about it,
Bout how i dont fit in,
How i shouldnt even be here,
In this world you just cant win.