My Fault

Ive lost you for good,
i know your not coming back.
Ive lost you forever,
you couldn't take another attack.

It wasn't you i was mad at,
but it was you that got the blame.
I wanted so bad to make it,
I don't know why i played that game.

Trying to push you to prove it,
prove that you would never leave.
I thought i could push you harder,
I cant believe i was so naive.

But now you are not here,
you found the strength to run.
I thought i knew pain back then,
but the truth is its just begun.

There is a hole in my life now,
a massive empty space.
I know Ive ruined everything,
you were someone i cant replace.

To be honest i wouldn't want to,
you truly were one of a kind.
Thinking back to the last night,
wishing so much i could rewind.

I should of told you i loved you,
explained to you how i feel.
But instead i let you walk away,
now my pain is to strong to heal.

I heard that your in love again,
you found a girl who treats you well.
I'm suffering for my mistakes,
for I'm still trapped in living hell.

Not a day goes by i don't feel bad,
that I'm not riddled in deep regret.
I cant hate you for moving on,
it was my fault lets not forget.