So here it is
The start of the new year
I feel no hope or happiness
Just simply sadly, fear
I don't know what I am doing
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know if this will be my last
And I'm tired of never knowing
Will I survive
Will I reach the end
Or will life take over me
Worn out I can't defend
I'm tired but I ready myself
Prepare for life to hit
Repair my damaged defence walls
Order the remaining grenades lit
