Suicide - Cold && Pale

Cold and pale, Shaking and sobbing,
Lying still, Limbs all throbbing,
Open bottle by my side,
Losing all feeling, Safe from pride,
Feeling numb from pain at last,
Forgetting horrors in my past,
I couldn't cope, Not anymore,
I'm escaping hell, Of that I'm sure,
Going grey, This is the end,
Through the heavens I'll ascend,
No-one will miss me, Or even cry,
So now its time for me to die,
I was a burden on my friends,
There was not time to make a mends,
Slipping slowly away from pain,
In time to the gentle pattering rain,
Finally a world in which i can be,
Happy forever and Eternally free.