Dose death have a meaning

I remember the day that you told me it was alright
I cried to god
asking for help
it never came
instead i got stabbed in the heart by pain that i have never lost
you were my hope
you kept me going in life
one day to the next we would never fight
you were the best grandmother any child could have
kisses and hugs
hugs and kisses
we loved to play cards
and dominos in the kitchen
we would play from morning to night
having a ball
until it was time for me to leave and go back home
instead i did not leave you
you left me with an empty heart of memories i can not handle
with out tears in my eyes and pain in my heart.

i miss you grandma and all the fun we had.