I threw up today Mum

I threw up today mum,

My stomach in an anxious knot,
Much like the silence we make,
Nobody heard my body in pain,
As, i threw up today mum,

The crippling gnawing inside,
Pulpatations in my chest,

i threw up today mum,
But there's something,
I forgot to say

Standing on the pulpit,
Preach to me - what is me,
Second hand, little play pretend,
Oh mother, if only you knew,
I threw up today.

Priest-Ridden is my mind,
In which the lessons delivered,
Are not much use to me,
Oh mohter, if only you knew,
I threw up today.

After your familiar service,
A deserving emotional beating,
To which i report back,
Oh mother, if only you knew,
I threw up today.

Given up in the hope,
That i will ascend to a saint,
To be clean and rid of sin,
Oh mother, if only you knew,
I threw up today,

I threw up today mum,
Did you hear me mother ?
I threw up today,
But there's something,
I forgot to say,

I threw up today,
And this time, it was red.