A New Year Without You

All my sullen heart can do is cry.
My eyes only see a black sky.
You're not here to smile with me.
My mind finds it hard to agree.

You're away for a couple of days.
I wish you're here; it doesn't matter anyways.
Sweetheart, I want to kiss you into the new year.
Instead I sob a little tear.

I don't mean to be so selfish.
But all I prayed and made this wish.
At least I'll see you in 2007.
And you're arms will still be heaven.

If I don't get to tell you tonight.
I just want to know I'm alright.
And even though you're not with me
Sweetheart, Happy New Years Eve.

*So you don't get the wrong idea; my boyfriend and I are still together. I just can't spend New Years with him because he's out of town for his grandmother's funeral which is today. It may not be a very well poem.