Much Too Late

When will I see you again?
Will I ever see you again?
There's so much left to say,
But it's much too late now.

If only I could,
Take this all back.
I've made mistakes,
Too many to count.

I'm so sorry for everything,
I couldn't be there for you,
No matter how hard I tried,
I couldn't make you smile.

I guess it's just meant,
For things to end,
When it comes down to,
Involving someone like me.

I can't hold you close anymore,
Because I screwed up too much,
Enough to finish the job,
That they started so long ago.

All the people who were there,
That pointed and laughed,
And screwed with your feelings,
And caused you much pain.

I'm just sorry I was there too late,
Too late to save you from them,
From the pain they caused,
And from your own pain.

I'm sorry that it ended like this,
With no more air left in your lungs,
With me at your feet crying,
And screaming your name.