Why?

Lost voice of sanity in me, do you remember me? do you here my cry? i wish you not to lie! tell me oh voice lost within is this a sin? to do what i'm doing? to hurt not only me but my love? he does not care for me. why should i care for him? but yet...i hear that little still voice trying to shout out....tell him...tell him? why oh voice..why? i am still but a child myself, not fully understanding why tell him? but still...i hear you...and i say..why?? why must i say what i feel? oh little voice guide me...i am too full of pride...and because of that i can't stop asking why?