As I start to pray

My mind vanishes to the limits of my soul
As I remember the last images of you
The reminisce of my heart has turn to something so ugly
That I do not know who I am anymore
What was great has turn to a poison haze
My body aches
As I start to pray
For some higher power to make all my pain go away
As I sit alone every night

It's been ten years since that night
That night that life told me the true of love
It still surprises me
After all these years
How one act of cruelty
Could make so many tears
I don't believe in good and bad
Just the horrors of my broken dreams
Slowly I lose the battle for my soul
As I dream
Of the past with so many smiles
But I know the truth
As I cry
I still miss you so
Even after all these years