Confined

Confined. It's just you and me now
But you left me so long ago
Losing no one but myself
And yet no one else is found
Continuing to die inside
Waiting for a welcome hand
Letting myself down again
The kindness of strangers only goes so far

Remembering days when I was happy
How did I lose that so soon?
You are all I have
So I have nothing
I've taken so many wrong turns
This quest will end before too long
I can't keep dying for you
It's not what you wanted anyway

How do we leave the ones we love?
The ones we detest never leaving
Why am I expected to say goodbye?
Tormented thoughts of my own design
You never said goodbye I'm not okay
But I will be
For you.