Another year has gone by like a quick flash right before my eyes,
as the new year creeps into my doorway.
Wondering to my self, how this new year will come about for me.
Will I finally find the happiness that I search for?
Or will my heart continue to bleed on the floor.
Will I continue to walk on this journey alone?
Or will I finally find that lady to walk this journey with me?
These simple questions I ask,
Yet difficult to find the answers.
Many has said things will be okay,
You’ll find your way through.
But I find that hard to believe
When all I get from each individuals are nothing but lies and excuses.
How can I start this new year,
When my heart is still torn into pieces.
When my chest is still in pain.
When my mind is still restless
And my body so weak.
I can only take so much,
I can only do so much.
How will this new year change my life?
Will I finally find my way through this world?
Or am I still going to continue with confusions on my mind?
What do I need to do to prove my self that I am worthy?
How do I prove to everyone that I am worthy to live this so called “Life�
How do I prove to everyone that I am worthy to love and be loved?
Will this new year bring something different in my life?
Or will it bring more heartbreaks and disappointments in me?
