Will he care if I die ?

*He means the world to me

*he will never know how perfect I want us to be

*but sometimes I feel like he doesn't even care

*its not his fault though its probably mine

*I should really leave him alone and give him his own time.

*when we are fighting I get so upset
I feel there is only thing to do

*so I cut myself and watch it bleed
wishing he would call

*everything starts to look so hopeless when he never calls

*I knew it !

*he doesn't care

*do i dare ?

*I cut so deep I fade away

*will he notice when I'm not here the next day

** I feel like my best friend does not care about me any more.