Daddy i miss you
its been about 9 years
and my eyes still water with tears
do you hear what people say
they say i shouldn't cry anymore
thats not what they said before
before, they said it was okay to cry
its hard to think about you
i can barely remember you
when you left i was only six
it hurts so much
especially when moms husband is around
he tries to take your place
but there is no way
he could ever fill your space
i just wish you could come back home
i can't get over it
you know
i question God
if He loves me so much
how can He give me so much pain
so young , so vulnerable, so confused
because of God i have a life-long bruise
Daddy i love you
bye