Never Again...

Never again will I fall for your convincing trap,
Never again will I fall for those convincing words,
Never again will I fall for our convincing past,
We use to be best friends...I guess you could say,
We never split apart..always together,
We had different friends,but still that didnt bring us apart,
I didnt hang out with the people you did,
You didnt hang out with the people I did,
But still we were BEST FRIENDS,
I always thought that when we wrote down on a sheet of paper when we wrote notes\"Best Friends 4Ever *&* Always\",
Was suppose to mean BEST FRIENDS forever,but i guess those were just words,
Things began to change slowly...
We slowly seperated from each other each *&* every day,
You started doing things with your friends *&* quite including me,
I just thought you were having your time with your friends,
*&* I was having time with mine, like it always went,
But this wasnt the first time it happened,
For 11 months we were seperated,
You Never knew I cried myself to sleep some nights,
I knew we were seperating but I never thought it would actually come down to you saying...
I remember the day at school you wrote me a note saying we could no longer be friends,
I was heart broken, you having such a negative attitude about our friendship, just to say...
We can\'t be friends,
I worked hard every day trying to bring us back together,
Called you ALL the time,the same words every time I called...
\"What are you doing this weekend?,we need to get together its been a while\"
Same reply every time I called...
\"Well Im not sure but I will call you back later\"
There NEVER was a returning call...
That day you wrote me that note was the day I knew we were seperated for good,
Or atleast for a while,
And I should just quite trying to please you,because after all it was put to absolutely NO use...
But every night before I was put to sleep crying I prayed for us to come back together one day,
I never gave up on God,
Prayed EVERY NIGHT..
That day came 11 months later,
It was just like we NEVER seperated,
Again there we were BEST FRIENDS,
It lasted 3 months,
I dont know what it is that seperates us,
But one thing I do know Is that she\'s NEVER getting the chance to break my heart again,
This is the LAST time,
You know I tried to call her a few times,
But it\'s just like the last time,
NO USE,
I got thinking and became SMART,
Why was I so convinced into being this girls friend,
When all she does is play with my heart,
Its like she gets to have her friends,
But when they leave her, Im her BACKUP friend,
Thats not what true friends are for, so what exactly are we?
Nothing important obviously,
But I do know we had something special for each other,
To be so close for 6 years,
Then to seperate for 11 months,
Then back friends again for 3 months,
And the once again seperated AGAIN,
Im not going to think of her something bad, as I did last time,
Even though she did me wrong,
I\'m going to FORGIVE her,
But yet the sad part is that Im NEVER going to FORGET,
But back to the question...
What exactly are we?
Were not BEST FRIENDS,
Were not friends,
Were not occasional friends,
But yet were not enemies,
What we are is something \"UNKNOWN\"
So I guess me and her from NOW and ON,
We are considered \"UNKNOWN FRIENDS\"
Of course Im going to miss all the fun times we had,
But I will NEVER miss all the times she ditched me,
And just left me and forgot about me,
I will NEVER FORGET her,
The good times we had,
The bad times we had,
All in my heart, FOREVER,
And I will ALWAYS love her, unconditionally,
All there is to say now is...
Never again will I fall for your convincing trap,
Never again will I fall for those convincing words,
Never again will I fall for our convincing past.