I read your words and swallow the lump that has come to my throat
I fight back the tears as I read your words of love
That you wrote for someone else
It tears me up inside, to think how close we were, and yet so far apart
When you touch something so deep down inside me
And left and empty gaping void
I don't know what it was you did to lure my heart into your mighty grasp
But you have captivated me, now my heart belongs to you
And for some unknown reason I can't get it back
I needed you in my weakest moments, you needed me or so I thought
This gave me hope for the thought of being wanted by you
Then you found someone else, and I was replaced
Do you ever think of me and wonder if there ever could have been an us?
Do you ever cry or even sit a silent moment in my thought?
Do I ever cross your mind Thru thoughts of her?
Or am I forgotten among all the bad memories you write about?
Poems that would haunt a soul till their deaths
Or am I a love story you don�t want
Tell me the truth now don�t be afraid, I�m a big girl I need to know
Did you ever love me for if you did you have to tell me so
Or was I was just a filler for your lonely days