Damn that hurts what about me. I will never leave unless you really cross the line and even then I would be there 4 ya. much love

It is true that some friends don't really "know" you. When all you have to depens on is yourself, you are your own best friend. It seems your brother is very supportive of you. I hope you make it through you hard times and come out on top and leave all the pain and sadness behind. Thank you for sharing your poems.