Every time i have a great day you ruin it in the end
Nothing can cure the pain you cause me,
Not even calling any of my friends.
My friends are usually the one`s to make me smile,
but in this case no one can.
You cause me all my pain,
You cause me so much fear,
I`m am so afraid of you dying and suddenly not being here.
Seeing you as an intoxicated woman,
rather than the great woman i know,
is such a painful feeling for me,
as my emotions show.
You are living life on the edge
and so lucky that you are still alive.
After having cancer and being arrested more than two times.
You better live life to the best because who knows when it will end.
For all I know you could be here one minute and dead the next.
