Depression

[[This poem was deleted with all my other poems when my other account was deleted and I just found this today and decided I should put it back up. This one is one of my older ones back when I was really depressed.]]

Depression

I play this different game of mine
A game that lies
Between the lines
Between life and death

I play deadly
I play wild
I'm unpredictable
I'm ashamed upon

I wasn't meant to be here
But it's so fun
To find a lost little mind
And screw it up so bad

To end a life
Of a young child
Then leaving the family behind
With unanswered questions

You see
I pick at random
And I have alot of fans
That write about me

I'm pretty popular
All around the world
I can break someones heart
With a snap of my finger

I can make someone hurt so bad
In a matter of minutes
I'm the conclustions
That vitcims of bullied kids
Find themselves in

With no way to go on
With no way to go back
I'm a blockade
Holding that one barrier
That's keeping them from the world

They feel so alone
They feel so unwanted
It\'s what I do
To make them feel like that

I'm the thing
The feeling
The disgust
That's making them
Choose bad choices

I'm the one
They come to
When lifes runs out
To quickly for them

I'm just one of those things
Kids find amazing
So they can
Just be locked back up
In their own world

So they can experince the pain
It's not what they have in store for
I give them the real pain

I'm the reason
So many people are cutting
So many peopl are dying
So many people are doing

Stuff they would\'nt imagine doing
Ever heard of the one thing called drug
It's going around
It's so addicting
I'm it's companion

So you see
I'm deadly when you deal with me
You gotta watch out for me because
My name is
Depression