Pre-New Year Hatred (part 1)

This pain in my chest
Engulfs my soul.
No way to express,
I'm alone in this hell hole.

I'm beaten to death,
I surrender my all.
With my dying breath,
I endlessly fall.

This life I have no allies,
Nobody to confide in.
Cheated by their lies,
Still, Heaven forgives their sins.

The color of this life
Is quickly turning red.
I'm overshadowed by the light
Planning everybody's death.

But I'll show those fakes,
I see behind their plastic smiles.
I've gotten tired of all this hate
I'll make it their demise.

i swear starting tonight,
My intentions will be revealed.
This will be one HELL of a ride;
The way I'll change this new year.