No Saving Me

It's come to the point
I can't take anymore.
I feel that I must break free.
This tension around,
This anger within,
Arouse the dormant hate within me.

A thing I've suppressed
For logical reasons;
I can no longer keep it maintained.
I desire to unleash
Through elimination of choices,
The hostility that's long been contained.

My being too passive
Yet still not decisive
Has left me no other choice.
The world of respect
And right conduct
Have suddenly muted my voice.

So ultimately,
My selfish brute actions
Have rendered me being not free.
Through thoughtless actions,
This is my last retaliation,
There's no more saving me.