I dont know; just some feelings

Not a soul in this world
not a thought in my mind
not a stop of a beat
that my heart couldn't find

can take what i found
and lose it once more
cuz' I'm not the "one"
and of this I'm sure

don't tell me I'm beautiful
or that I'm pretty
i do not believe;
i feel no pity

i look up once more
to see if I'm there
before i vanish
into thin air

thats one reason why
i hold on so tight
so me and my heart
don't put up a fight

cuz' one thing leads
right to another
theres only one answer
it's one or the other

and it's me you'll see
traveling fast
with only a glimpse
of my face that will pass

i,
once tempted to feel
once wanting to love
and have it be real

have a feeling so great
a feeling so strong
that no matter what happened
I'd always hold on

but as my vision
becomes more clear
theres only one thing
in life that i fear

one moment i share
and never forget
one second i spend
to which i regret

only hoping to know
what comes after this
besides the chance
that i knew i would miss

the face I'd see
always at mind
the one person
who i could never find

but found and noticed
the search was a lie
and the days that now pass
watch as i cry

as i lay alone at night
laughing myself to sleep
i laugh at mistakes that i made
that i know i shall repeat

so really i laugh
at the fact thats so true
once my life is over
I'm done, and love is through