Just venting

I look in the mirror and see
a girl that looks just like me
but the smile is gone
she is crying and i feel her anger

But this time i don't try to save
her instead i beat and ridicule
her " god your so ugly and pathetic whats your problem today stop thinking in the past dumb@ss"

i see her eyes well up in tears
once again and she speaks to me for once " at least i show how i feel instead of showing no compassion at all"

I stand there thinking
how much i really hate her now
who is she to tell me this
" your broken and you know it
your just afraid people will think
your weak so you critize me
like it will make me go away no
one can help until you ask stop
being afraid for both of us
please"

i look back into the mirror
knowing shes right shes been the
part i never shown anyone i walk
away crying alone again "your so
pathetic" i guess i'll never change