Love,
another form of suicide.
The worst and best feeling.
A feeling that's impossible to hide.
It's like a sickness.
Like a fever you can't get rid of.
A need to desperately subside.
You begin to feel restless,
and you want to run and hide.
Your stomach starts to turn.
You stare at your phone all day,
waiting for his call,
so this pain can finally go away.
See, you just don't understand.
That the sound of his voice,
is the only thing that will make me glad.
The sound of the words coming from his mouth,
relieves everything you were once feeling.
The only cure and true medicine is him.
You start to wonder,
as things around you start to get louder,
like if you are becoming blinder.
With the thought of losing him,
your sickness turns into a deadly disease.
Like if you need his presence to be able to breathe.
Not everyone can compare to this pain that's hard to bare.
The true feeling of love is not always perfect and beautiful,
It is very rare.
Maybe that is the difference between males and females.
Our hearts function differently, and you are blind to see,
that we need you more than the birds in the sky and the fish in the sea.
Most guys will never know what we truly go through.
They think everything is fine,
when in reality they are our only sunshine.
It feels like without him, my heart would be unable to pump.
Then when you are finally next to him, everything is okay again.
You hold on tight and never want to let go.
Because someone so beautiful is meant to stay in your arms forever.
I'd rather live with this deadly disease called, Love.
I wouldn't trade him for anything in this world,
Not even for a magical dove sent from above.
All these feelings are part of being in love,
They are temporary until you see him,
and your hearts gets used to the pain.
It's all worth it because when you are with him,
his touch takes it all away.
Your blood continues to flow,
and you are no longer insane.
Even though tomorrow,
It will start all over again, it will continue on.
This so called love chain,
It's all part of,
the sickness of love.
