WeLcOmE To My LiFe

Evil thoughts run through my mind,
tears just dripping down my face,
one by one,
in a fast pace,

Killing pain,
hiding inside,
all i want to do is hide,

my mind tells me to run away,
but i don't have the guts to,
I'm thinking,
but i don't know what to do,

i hear people talking about emos,
from emos i hear cutting heals the pain,
they say it works,
they say the pain flows out like rain,

to scared to touch a knife,
wanting so bad for the pain to go away,
they say cut deep,
you could die today,

i want to live,
i really do,
but i mean god,
it's just so hard to,

I've been hurt,
heart broken,
from the tears,
my eyes red raw and swollen,

i shake and i can't stop,
always cold,
taking a step and becoming fake,
i can't do it I'm not that bold,

i like me,
but they don't ,
i want them to try to ,
but they won't,

if I'm not the same,
I'm rejected ,
I'm if I'm the same,
I'm accepted,

i don't agree with what they do,
i can see right through them though,
they still hate me,
this i already now,
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so I'll sit in the back of the classroom,
not talking to anyone,
I'll do nothing at all ,
and never have fun,

when i get home ,
go to my room,
because i guess that is my only doom...........

By,denysia Chapman-madden