I killed my love

I try to forget, yet i try to remember. i will never understand the events that have unfolded

My mind is left blind and my heart bleeds dry. the tears i cry are a remembrance of my life.

I look everyday for the answers, i try to remember the times I\\\'ve forgot. i try to live for today, and yet i see people faces changing.

I look in the mirror and yet I\\\'m the same, as in looks but feel different from within. i feel alone likes theres nothing more for me to give.

I feel scared yet happy at the same time. I have given my all before and been taken for a fool

I had finally met this person who i truly liked, and yet I\\\'m scared to follow through with my heart

I want to give more than i have before, just want to show them that I\\\'m able to love, and yet something stops me from getting that close

i love there smile, there deep eyes of blue. i don\\\'t want to let them go, but i feel i may do if I\\\'m not careful.

with my bitter words and hurtful way i had thrown it all away. I\\\'m so sorry i had hurt you in my ways and mistakes

i killed my love, i killed my feelings and i try to kill my life.

** this goes out to someone who i never showed them have i truly felt and how now i know much they meant to me. i will always love you in my heart**