.defeated.

I hate every memory of you
And you know why it's so true

You beat me, you hit me, you told me I was scum
And I saw the monster you had become

And when you kissed me and said I was everything you wanted
I cried at those words that had left me so haunted

And I could've screamed and begged and cried all day
And could've said "No" and crawled away

But you still managed to snatch me back into your trap again
And I was exactly in the same position where I had just been

And when you tried to walk away from me I sunk so low
How could you do that to me, then just go?

Without a single remorse, or wave of hand
Is that exactly what you had planned

And now I just sit at my window, watching the rain fall down
Wishing the rain could make me drown

It's like you killed a little part of me inside
You killed the little part in me that tried

It's like you slipped in and out of my conscious mind,
And left only the fear behind

Fear that grips me every day,
Fear that won't go away