It's not always rainbows and butterflies
The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight
The pain is deep as the river runs
Slitting your wrists
When nothin's goin' right
I've cried 50, 000 tears
Everyone's saying hold on it gets better than you know
No one knows what it's like
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be OK.
I lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple skies fly over me
It's where I lie broken inside
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me I've been alone.
I'm alone.
When you cried I wiped away all of your tears
I'm alone in my Field of paper flowers
This is what I call life
I'm walkin on this road
It's the only road I've ever known
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating.
So much is hidden behind these eyes
Too many problems
Words are not enough
I don't wanna go
I wish I could teach a soul to fly
Take the pain out your hands and help you hold them high
Now you're gone
So now I'll soar with you above the storm
So much for my happy ending
