Up to you

I don\'t understand how you can say you love me so,
When you treat me so low
How can I believe we jave a future togehter
At one time I was so sure
yet now I\'m afraid, doubting more and more each day
I find I have less and less to say
My love for you once grew more each second
Now I feel it\'s going backwards
each day I find we are growing, not closer, but farther then I ever imagined
The future is becoming a blur
What I once looked for and put my trust in, what we had... is no more
We are going backwards in time and it\'s out of my control
I can no longeeer reach it, my grasp is no more
I find my feelings keep changing each time we fight
I never wanted it to be over now I think we might
It has to be... you see
So maybe you\'ll change and respect me
Maybe if God gives us a second chance
You\'ll prove how much you love me with true romance
We\'ll get to redo the first times
this time doing them right
I\'ll get to have you flirt and get the nervous feeling
This time maybe you\'ll be a man
and take a stand
maybe this time you\'ll fight for me
and you\'ll be the one to ask me out you see
or maybe we won\'t have forever
It\'s up tp you if we end up together.