What Does It Matter?

What has happened to you and I?
All I do is sit, think and continue to cry.

Where do we go from here?
I guess now I have nothing left to fear.

I find myself looking into the sky,
Asking myself if this whole faze will soon pass by.

I have you my heart, no what does it matter?
You had it, let it slip and now shatter.

How did we let things get this bad?
If it were all a dream I'd sure be glad.

I know I have the strength to make it on my own,
Far apart from one another we seem to have grown.

I want to be with you, care for you, love you,
But all this extra I didnt not sign up to go through.

Now all these thoughts tatntalize my head,
I want to run away, hide and go to bed.

But still, I find myself longing for your call,
Again these go your lies and our love, no need to bawl.

I could find myself another guy so cool,
Damn boy you are such a fool.

I have you my heart, no what does it matter?
You had it, let it slip and now shatter.

In the end I'll be okay,
There's just two things I'd like to say.

I know soon it's over and I'll let you be,
But please return my broken heart to me.

~***I'm having a really hard time with this and I would really appreciate it if you commented and let me know whatcha think***~
~~~Thanks~~~