I didnt want it
I just didnt want to kill it.
I didnt mean to
Im so sorry
But I couldnt have it
I couldnt take it
Now this pain I feel is my own fault
What kind of person have I become?
What kind of mother would I be?
I cant even keep it alive inside me
I really am worthless
I cant look after something so defenceless
It had no chance against me
I destroyed it
And I didnt even mean to
I know I didnt want it
But I didnt mean to kill it.