Off the edge of life

Trying to imagine things
i know will not come true
makes me just feel much emptier
aware i am no use

it seems they want to rid of me
they enjoy all my pain
it drives me off the edge of life
it's driving me insane

i need someone to stay with me
to walk me down this road
someone who i know cares for me
someone who will not go

and everybody looks at me
-- they just spped up their pace
and even though they stare at me
they dare not sight my face

and i am just invisble
unless i go amiss
and no one ever cares i hurt
they just ignore my wish...
it seems everyone walks away...