Threw The Years(I LOVE U)

This is kind of old, but i thought i would put it up anyways, its about a love that grew strong and is still so hard to break. hard to let go, i never got the second chance but this is how the story goes and might of went at the ending. i hope u enjoy it.

2003, a Friday, 7 months after March,
We me at the projects and felt the love inside our hearts.
It was at your house, everyone was at your place,
Cordell and others and me, the unfamiliar face.
The blaze was on and I was asked to smoke,
So me trying to show off took a big hit and began to choke.
But she did not laugh, just looked at me with those sparkling eyes,
It’s as if stars were in them fully illuminated in the sky.
After we was high we all headed up to the P.W (Pow Wow)
As I followed close behind, I was thinking bout expressing how I’m in love with you.
But as the night went on,
I waited far to long,
So due to the hesitation now the connection is gone.
My cousin had already beat me to the punch,
So now I can only look on and imagine but I could not touch.
Now I’m stuck with a burning heart threw the years I stayed without my blessing,
And I never even got passed the first impressions.

2004, you and ya man finally are departed,
After 9 months of waiting, finally I can let my loving get started.
Word got around that I was feeling your vibe,
But you did not really want a man but still you chose to give me a try.
For awhile I called acting like I was calling for ya sibling,
But I bet you could tell by the seduction I was giving.
That it was you I really wanted to speak to,
I was just to shy to up and tell ya that I wanted to see you.
And as long as I had ya digits,
I continued to call,
And soon we persisted to kick it,
And in the midst of it all.
I was surely but slowly stealing your heart,
Mine had been stolen already; from first sight I felt the spark.
And as two weeks passed, in which some of those days we spent at Cody’s,
I got to be with you, and felt the connection once again as you got to know me.
Finally after some passionate conversations as we drank that night,
We headed up stairs to the room and I got what I had waited for so long that night,
A kiss from you, until the sun rose above,
Such a delicious experience that night we made love.
You were finally mine there’s no other girl I would rather choose,
But damn it’s already got to end just found out that I got to move.
Another thing gets in the way of happiness and I stay guessing,
Stressing the day I leave and still stuck on the first impression.

2005, now I’m alone once again but life goes on,
We had a fight before I left and now happiness is gone.
For months we did not speak but one day I decided to phone,
Explained how I was sorry you forgave but I was still alone.
You had got a man already but I was not about to let you go,
So I kept on calling and we got closer than we ever did before.
Each day went by slow, such menacing nights,
hugging my pillow instead of you, my joy was no longer bright.
What must I go threw to have you once again by my side,
My joy, my heart, whole meaning of living, the cause of my pride.
And the man you got don’t even treat you good,
He don’t know what you need, always flipping out cause he misunderstood.
And while he makes you cry, I’m making you smile,
I’m confused about why, you still keeping him now.
And as the months go by, things only get worse,
Now you have broken up and got back together, and still the pain hurts.
So I’m thinking soon this dudes going to get violent,
Then 2006 comes around and all goes silent.

2006, now you and Kurt have broken up 12 times already,
A year and six months and still your not ready.
Yea sure he said he’d change but I knew it was lies,
You found it out the hard way that he was still the same guy.
You asked me time and time again why you fell for it,
Over and over again you just went to hell for it.
I told you before people don’t change they just express,
A certain attribute more but it’s not for the best.
Because sooner or later they go back to how they was,
And once again you’re in misery, not an ounce of love.
You broke up once more and there I was again,
Mending your heart getting you to trust again.
As a best friend I gave you so much advice,
As a person who loves you more than anything I brought you light.
You could only take so much of being alone,
Since I was not there you took Kurt back home.
Things were good I also thought he had changed,
But we both knew it was to good t be true, things were still the same.
And finally you realized it’s not going to work,
As much as it hurts you had to let go of Kurt.
Plus what I had dreaded since the relationship began,
The sucker got abusive and suddenly he was not a man.
Because he had to hit you thinking he was just playing around,
Not knowing he was hurting you as you fell to the ground.
You hit him back and he just blacked out,
Started trashing things and told you to “Get the Hell Out!!”
So you left and he punched the door behind you,
Threw your things out and then tried to apologize,
But from before he lied to you,
And with tears I your eyes.
You told him “NO!!” and like that it was over.
Serves him right for thinking after his abusiveness things could start over.
I had called you that day and I flipped when you told me what happened.
Asking if he had punched you and I was ready for scrapping.
He’s lucky he did not because I would be on the next flight,
Out to Saskatchewan ready to throw down the dice.
So as always I comforted you and brought ya smile back,
Made you laugh and happy again hoping that I’d come back.
And I told her I would just wait until summer,
I expressed myself deeply starting off first with I love her.
And as days passed the spark ignited to a blaze,
Our temptation was rising and now we are counting the days.
Don’t worry baby girl I’m coming back and I’m staying for good,
I promised and you know I don’t break promises as you understood.
So its time to start back to where we left off,
Were passed first impressions now the passion is ever so soft.
I love you so much Vicki Evangeline McDermott,
Theres always a place in your heart for me and mine you deserve it.
I LOVE YO VICKI!!!!!!