Feeling the wrong Kind of Fat

by Stephanie   Jan 4, 2007


I cant take it anymore
I donâ??t think this is winnable
Iâ??m stuck feeling sorry for myself
And the way I cope with things
Why do I care so much?
Why does it bother me so?
No matter what it takes or what I have to do
You donâ??t own me
I want to be skinny too

I just want to live life
Feeling beautiful the way I am
Yet Iâ??m trapped in a world
Where skinny is the new fat
And I want to be in with everyone else
No matter what it takes or what I have to do
I donâ??t give a damn
I want to be skinny too

I donâ??t want to weigh 137 or 130 or even 125
118 is my dream, or even smaller if possible
Call me stupid, dumb, idiotic.
I donâ??t give a damn
No matter what it takes or what I have to do
Iâ??ll keep repeating it to myself
I want to be skinny too

Who says its wrong to feel this way?
Its not illegal, that I know of
I want to look in a mirror
And not be ashamed of what I see
I want to fly without wearing baggy jeans
No matter what it takes or what I have to do
I begin this today why? Because
I want to be skinny too.

Stephanie

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