Unfinished words

You say you care and that's fine.
But, I didn't need people to stand in line.
Do you realize how many people came to my side?
All I wanted to do was run and hide.

I wanted your help and that was all.
I wanted you to catch me when I fall.
But, no, you just didn't want that.
I can't believe you told the whole chat.

You know I love you and that has never changed.
But, baby you really have to stop making me deranged.
You hurt me so bad, you put me in disgust.
I had no idea you would betray my trust.

I guess it's over you have already told.
Now all of my secrets will unfold.
Everyone will know the truth about me.
I should thank you because you made that meant to be.

I'm not sorry that I am mad.
I have all reasons to be sad.
I do not hate you, not even over this.
If you think I don't love you, you judge amiss.

All this did was show me the truth.
Now I will not hide in my youth.
I do forgive you, you knew that i would.
I would forget that you told if only I could.

So, here we go entering another day.
At the end of today I promise I will pray.
I will pray for you and all that you do.
I hope the good lord sees you through.

I guess I have done all I could do.
Just know that I definitely love you.
When you realize what you did was wrong.
I promise I will forget that it happened, and I will be strong.

-- I really do love you. --