I scream at night...
to let out the pain...
I cry at night...
to make me feel sane...
all my feelings...
are kept deep inside...
this is how I let them out...
Until then they have to hide...
No one knows...
how I truely feel...
if I were to let them...
they'ed put me on pills.
My feelings that I have...
Are killing me inside...
I want to let them out...
until then I have to lie...
lie about...
how I feel everyday...
to lie about the words...
that I will have to say...
My pain goes on...
every night...
I just will have to wait...
until my feelings...
all become right
