Dear God,

Dear God,
please make them understand that this isn't just for attention. please make them understand i have a problem I'm trying to fight. God, show them I'm dying. the butterflies fading. show them my tears turn to ash as I'm crying.

Dear God,
I'm scared to go back. jumping back into it. I'm scared to trust and to love. God, what is love? is it just a word? a word that sparks false emotions? God, please be my butterflies and my light.

Dear God,
even though i feel like I've lost all feeling, i still have my faith. you are my light in the tunnel, the true fire that still burns. god, even though that fire is dim, i know that your love will make it spark...but i just don't know when...

Dear God,
I've been trying to smile. trying to believe that love is for real. it's hard to believe something that hurts me so bad. I'm so scared, God, so scared.

Dear God,
let them understand why.