He says he loves me...
he says he cares...
he says I'm his everything...
and that he will always be true...
i want to believe him...
i really do...
i can say i really do care...
and that i really do like him...
and that he is my all...
but sometimes he just frustrates me so much...
that i don't understand why i keep holding on...
its like a rubber band...
if he keeps stretching it...
I'm going to break...
and then I'm gone...
i love him yes i do...
and thats a reason why
i have held on...
but sometimes i think to myself...
is this really worth it?
crying, and hurting...?
and then him expecting it to be ok?
do i really deserve this?
or am i the same way?
is this how he feels about me too?
is this Wat he thinks about before he says goodbye?
is this wat lingers in his head throughout the day?
i don't know...
i guess i can just wait and see if its all really going to be ok.
