Let me face my biggest fear
my self and my sickness ..
I always say this is something i have to deal with
my self but i realize i have my friends support
its just they ain't dealing with this the right way,,
They say everything will be alright they don't know
maybe things will not be alright .. Everything was so perfect one time and know everything is so wrong
i cant do anything right
i just sit at home and hope
this will end sometime
then i thing will this end if i just sit her..
Then i thing why try
every time i try to do something
in my problems
or in my needs
it always end bad
and i just get hurt
and everything gets worst..
So why not just put up a mask and act like everything is fine until this pain inside kills me...
