I get something really great that makes me happy
i always lose it because I'm so afraid
,, what's wrong with me
I'm afraid of things that makes me happy
and when i lose it
then i realize how much i really want it back
but then it is always to late..
And now i feel like I'm gonna lose something i really care about because it is gonna take something away from me
that if don't even got,,
But something i want and knows it.. just cant face it ,
So i put up a mask and act likes everything is great
and like i don't see what's going on but i to see it i just won't face it..
