How can a cruel world circulate beneath me,
with such suave and ease?
When I'm here drowned in sorrow
searching for my minds relief.
I sit around
and uncover many mixed emotions.
Somewhere within I feel tormented;
like crashed waves in the ocean.
Deep within I feel alone;
just longing for a little companionship.
But each time I meet someone new,
I easily lose my grip.
Each moment I think of happiness
all I can do is laugh.
Because every time I thought I was complete,
I ended up being broken in half.
All the torture you could possibly think of
cant compare to what burning agony I feel.
I yearn for a little consideration
for a heart that's not ready to heal.
Too distraught yet too apprehensive to even think about walking away.
I wait; anticipating
for everything to finally be OK.
I'm striving to know what I can do to compensate
for all the hurt I've been put through.
To heal for all the damage
my heart faced because of you.
