I FiND MYSELF...

SUCH AGGREViATiNG FEELiNGS,
LOVE AND HATRED..
CAN THEY MiX?
NOTHiN BUT PURE CONFUSiN AND A HEART THATS HARD TO FiX,
YOU WENT YOUR WAY AND i WENT MiNE
i TOLD MYSELF i DiDNT CARE,
i SAYED i NO LONGER LOVED YOU,
TRiED HiDiNG WHAT WAS REALLY THERE,
i FiND MYSELF STiLL WONDERiNG WHY WE ARE STiLL SO FAR APART.
MEMORiES OF ME AND YOU, PLAY iN MY HEAD, RiGHT BACK TO THE START.
FROM THE BEGGiNiNG WHEN YOU LOVED ME, AND ALL THiS WAS A DREAM COME TRUE. i FiND MYSLEF OBLiViOUS, NOT KNOWiNG THiNGS i THOUGHT i KNEW.
i FiND MYSELF STiLL DREAMiNG OF BEiNG iN YOUR ARMS AT NiGHT, WAKiNG UP TO REALiZE YOUR HOLDiNG "HER" TONiGHT.
i FiND MYSELF STiLL WAiTiNG BY THE PHONE, WiSHiNG YOUD CALL, JUST SO i CAN HEAR YOUR VOiCE WANTiNG TO FORGET iT ALL.
i FiND MYSELF REJECTiNG EVERY OFFER OF LOVE i GET CAUSE` ALL i CAN DO iS WANT YOU BACK, THiNKiNG WiTH YOU MY LiFE iS SET.
i FiND MYSELF STiLL CRYiNG AFTER i SAiD iD STAY AWAY, THE TRUTH iS i CANT HANDLE iT, i NEVER THOUGHT TO FEEL THiS WAY.
i FiND MYSELF JUST TRYiNG TO FORGET EVERY SiNGLE THiNG, THEN i REALiZE iM JUST LOST, CANT FiND MY WAY, i CANT GET THROUGH, AND WHEN i TRY, i FiND MYSELF STiLL LOViNG YOU.

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