Why!!

Why must it be this way,

all the time....

everyday?

its like I'm a puzzle

trying to put the pieces together all

over again!!

I try to be strong

never too weak!!

i don't want anyone to see

me falling down on my knees!!

to see my eyes water

or run down my cheeks!

why am i hiding, fighting......

why am i crying, dying......

but not running away from what i

know isn't good for me

or trying to change and fix

anything!!!

I'm too good for all this pain!!!

i deserve happiness in more then

one way!!

theres much more to me then all this

pain surrounding me

so why must things be this way,

all the time....

everyday?