What is it that is going on with me? I really do not know.. I no longer feel like myself.. I'm turning into someone that I don't want to be... A person full of emptiness,discouragment and rebellion.. I lost the passion ,the love I once had for u.. And I no longer know what to do.. I was on the right path but I slowly turned around went down the wrong path and fell.. I thought living without u would make me happy but I was so wrong.. I thought all I needed was a guy in my life ,but wrong I was once again. I stumbled so many times and I told myself i will never give up.. I will never fall... But slowly i fell and I finally gave up..but now I've realized the mistake I made and I truly regret it.. I learned that alone I cannot do a thing.. So I'm starting all over but I don't want to walk alone...Ur hand is all I ask.. So that this time when I'm about to fall... Beside me u will stand... To catch me before I hit the ground.
* this poem is about God
