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by ALLEN CEM Jan 5, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I NEVER WANTED TO BREAK YOUR HEART IT WAS THE ONLY THING I HAD THAT WASN'T FALLING APART EVERYTHING ELSE WAS SHATTERED EVEN MY DREAMS NOW THE ONLY THING I HAD WAKES ME UP IN CRYING SCREAMS IM ALONE, AFRAID, EMPTY INSIDE I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ON MY MIND I CANT EVEN DECIDE HOW CAN I START SOMETHING KNOWING THERE IS NO END HOW CAN I LIVE MY LIFE KNOWING I PRETEND I LOST LOVE WHEN IT WAS IN MY ARMS I LOST LOVE NOT KNOWING HER CHARMS I ASKED FOR THIS, DID THINGS AS IF I WAS FORCED I LAY HERE CRAWLING ON MY KNEESE IN REMORSE NOTHING CAN BRING HER BACK NOTHING HOW CAN THIS BE THE ONE LAYING 6 FEET UNDER SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME