Everybody always makes stupid mistakes
you wonder why you make these stupid mistakes but everyone always says things happen for a reason.
of course they do
they happen so the Dev!l can watch you rip your own heart out and stomp on it so he can later on say you did it to yourself.
everywhere around me are couples in love.
to my right are my friends with there seemingly perfect relationships.
to my left is my ex best friend with the best boyfriend i ever had.
then theres me, walking down a FILLED HALLWAY YET FEELING SO, SO ALONE
CONSTANTLY LOOKING IN THE MIRROR TO FIND WHAT ppl see that makes them not want you.
in doing this you find all your imperfections. being aware of them you point them out
could that be what pushes every guy away?
is it what you wear?
how much Sex you have?
how much make up you wear?
how much money you have to spend?
materialistic things that aren\\\'t even part of the fairy tales we are read?
what are fairy tales?
Lies!
they make you believe in everything that will never happen.
they don\\\'t tell you that it is a long journey of pain and heartbreak until you find your \\\"prince charming\\\" who turns out to be less than charming.
maybe You want him...
maybe you need him...
maybe him is just something we create
